Friday, 25 June 2010

And if you and I never become an us I want to be your biggest regret.

Thursday, 24 June 2010

Just a little passion

And our words are almost synchronized.

Our body's aching with desire.

Because I refuse to think I am the only one who's feeling this.

Because I have never wanted someone so much.

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?

It's not supposed to feel like this

I need you

I need you

More and more each day.

Cause you make me feel alive. And I thought my butterflies were dead. But I remembered that I shouldn't settle for anything less thanks to you.


And I consume the raging fire.

And I can feel the depths of the ocean.

And I become consumed by desire.

And I swear I though of you.

And I am afraid I can only hope that while you are with her you wish it was me.


Monday, 21 June 2010

About a Boy

So...There is this boy...

And I would tell you all about him.

But then you'd fall in love with him too.

-So, do you think we'll aver be able to have a decent conversation without feeling incredibly akward?

-I don't know...I don't think so really.

-Wow. Sucks.

-Yeah, it does.

-Do you think there's something we can do about it?

-Well, you could just kiss me and get it over with.

When someone is flirting with you

please cooperate

Dear heart,

I met a boy today...

Prepare to shutter!


Thursday, 17 June 2010

The Lovely Blog of Randomness Award

I am so excited because I just received an award from Abby! Thank you so much, really!

The rules of the Lovely Blog of Randomness Award are:

1. Display this award in some way on your blog.
2. Name 17 of your favourite random things.
3. Award four of your favourite random bloggers!
4. Make sure to check all of the nominee's blogs!


I award:

For being always so nice to me and having beautiful blogs :).

Okay! So now to the randomness...

1. I love to dance to my ipod whem I'm taking my dog for a walk.
2. I love to walk around the house with no shoes on.
3. I love to not be able to sleep directly so I can dream awake in bed.
4. I love when I have eye contact with a stranger and they smile at me.
5. I love singing my friends to sleep when we have a sleepover.
6. I love to watch movies with a romantic happy ending, even if they are no good.
7. I love to have the most random conversation with my friends.
8. I love knowing that, if someone heard us, they would think we're crazy.
9. I love baking carrot cakes.
10. I love showing people that carrot cakes are delicious.
11. I love to play at the beach when there are waves.
11. I love spending the whole day lying in bed and just reading.
12. I love getting tired of laughing.
13. I love to cuddle in bed when its cold.
14. I love to invent random songs with my brother.
15. I love bear hugs.
16. I love to feel the sun on my skin.
17. I love visiting new places and getting to know new cultures.

So...thats it!

Thank you all for listening, as always. 


PS. What do you think of my blog changes? Like them? Don't like them?

Wednesday, 16 June 2010

Don't let love happen to you

This is just something I found and liked and wanted to share with you...

Go after her. Fuck, don't sit there and wait for her to call, go after her because that's what you should do. If you love someone, don't wait for them to give you a sign because it might never come. Don't let people happen to you. Don't let me happen to you, or her. She's not a fucking television show or tornado. There are people I might have loved had they gotten on the airplane or run down the street after me or called me up drunk at four in the morning because they need to tell me right now and because they cannot regret this. And I always thought I'd be the only  one doing crazy things for people who would never give enough of a fuck to do it back or to act like idiots or be entirely vulnerable and honest. And making someone fall in love with you is easy. And flying 3000 miles on four days notice because you just can't just sit there and do nothing. And breathe into telephones. Its not everyone's idea of love but it is the way I can recognise it because that is what I do. Go scream it and be with her in meaningful ways because that is beautiful and that is generous and that is what loving someone is. That is raw and that is unguared, and that is all that is worth anything, really.


Tuesday, 8 June 2010

About new technologies and actually using them (and summer)

There is something about facebook (and all its "copies") that I don't like. It's basically telling you: Add everyone you know so that you can always keep in contact with them. But, you know what? You never do. I mean, sure, at the beginning maybe. You know, after making I don't know how many friends from all over the world at camp and adding them to your facebook and uploading the photographs and saying "I miss you"...Well, soon after that, you stop talking to them and they are just THERE, you know? It's like, yeah, I'm not talking to you, which I'm kind of sorry about but I'm really lazy, but if I want I can know what's going on in your life. It's like: Well, why don't you just ask me? It's a huge network...But I can't help feeling lonely in it.  Is it just me?

That is why today I decided to send a message to all the people I would actually like to have a friendship with. But the problem is that after a few messages, this stops.

I think the problem is not seeing the other person. I mean, I can't help talking with the people at school...But in facebook it's just so easy to ignore everyone around you...

Does anyone get what I'm saying, or is it just me? Please tell me I'm not alone in this.

Changing completely of subject... I love that summer is nearly here, that in three weeks I'll be free. And so these images are colourful to celebrate this. Enjoy



Friday, 4 June 2010

About friendships, bad friendships and the ending of friendships

Sometimes in your life, people disappoint you and sadly there's nothing you can do to stop them. Most times, it comes as a surprise. A very unpleasant surprise.

I am not an open person. It is hard to gain my complete trust. Few people have managed this, and I consider them pretty great. When  I do open up though, I do it completely. With my heart and soul. I give it all for the people I love and I expect at least a portion of that in return.

I let you in.

I trusted you.

You were very important to me.

I wasn't to you.

You know, it it pretty standard to fight with the people you love. You can't agree in everything. You might say things you regret, but at the end everything is forgiven,right?

That's what you thought.

But boy, did you cross the line.